Dreams, Violet Flame Work, & Healing Childhood Sexual Trauma

A few nights ago, I dreamt of a girl about 6 years old in a leotard who is being sexually exploited. Because of my own history being sexually abused & exploited by a paedophile ring when I was a young child, I was not sure if what I was seeing in this dream were a memory or if it is something happening now.

I have had many dreams of children, mostly girls, about to be abused, about to be kidnapped, about to be thrown into the life of trafficking. And when they instinctively, internally call for help, someone such as myself responds energetically to assist, to guide, to give strength & support, & — if nothing else — to let them know they’re not crazy, that they are not imagining the abuse that is unfolding.

As a Violet Flame, part of my soul’s job is to help protect & transmute whatever is not of the Light into Light.

Because I was not sure if this were a memory or something happening now, I asked the Messengers of Light for more information. Frankly, I was too unnerved by seeing this in a dream to know what to do rationally. It does still trigger something within me, but I know I have to do something.

The Messengers of Light confirmed that this was not a memory but is happening now. The girl is being groomed for trafficking. I asked, “Where is this happening? I will get in my car & drive wherever she is!” If she’s in the 48 contiguous states, I will drive where she is, bust the door down, & get her out. Of course, calling the police along the way.

The Messengers gave me a plan of how to telepathically communicate with the girl to help her get to safety so law enforcement can bring down this disgusting paedophile ring.

As the Messengers said, if this girl can get to safety, this will actually save many, many children.

So if you wonder why I don’t post more often, if you wonder why I’m not talking about my business as much, if you are wondering why are we still friends(?!) — what is the connection we have? It’s because you don’t know what I’m actually dealing with on a daily (& nightly) basis.

October through June, I was doing some of the most painful healing & purging I’ve ever done consciously in this lifetime because of the physical torture, sexual torture & abuse, sexual trauma, & psychological residue I experienced at the hands of a paedophile ring in Oxford, Mississippi when I was aged 3 to 5.

Memories that were long-ago blocked by my mind & my Higher Self started revealing themselves to me in dreams. With guidance from The Messengers of Light, my Higher Self, & my own trauma trainings, I brought through modalities to help heal this kind of unimaginable abuse & the long-term physical, mental, emotional, psychological, spiritual, & energetic consequences. Thankfully, I am on the other side of all of that, & now able to help others here in the physical & via the quantum.

My work in music is paramount as I compose new works based on Ascension themes. My work as The SacredSex Shaman®️ is even more relevant to me & to those I help because I don’t come to this work solely from a perspective of just taking a course & getting a certificate. I have lived this shit. I have lived through & survived these horrors several times over in this lifetime alone.

But the important thing here — & a BIG focus of my client work — is to not only heal, but to move beyond the healing process into a place of truly living & truly loving life, relationships, pleasure, & the sovereignty of completely owning your body & your life. Owning & receiving your birthrights to love, pleasure, bliss, happiness, joy, abundance, & freedom. No disgusting abuser gets to steal this from me. Or from you.

As a Violet Flame, I think this work I do in dreamtime will increase. I know my soul is working on this; it’s just that now I’m ready to acknowledge & consciously help these children in my awake state as well as through dreams, intuition, & telepathic communication.

I don’t care if you don’t understand this. I don’t care if you don’t believe this. I don’t exist for anyone’s approval. I am merely sharing my experiences in case it helps someone else.

If you know anyone who’s been through this & needs help, send them to me as it is a big part of my mission to help people who have been exploited & compromised.

And as always…..

Only LOVE is real.

Take care,



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