Anyone who has been on the Twin Flame journey for more than 5 minutes has experienced what’s known as “Ascension Symptoms”, that is, any of a multitude of expressions of upgrades and purges seen and felt in the physical body.
Normally, I sleep a few hours, wake up between 3 a.m. and 4 a.m., lie awake with my mind running for a few hours, then sleep another couple hours, and finally get up for the day around 8 a.m. Between the lack of sleep and the lack of rest while I am sleeping due to non-stop dreams, I always start the day tired. Or that has been the norm for months now.
The New Moon was on the 5th, and waking up on the 6th, I had energy like I haven’t had in a long while. I still woke up in the middle of the night, but I had tons of energy the next day.
The morning of the 8th, I woke up exhausted again; and when I went to the bathroom to get dressed, I noticed a large red area about 6-inches by 8-inches on my upper back between my shoulder blades. It was solid red, not scratches like before.
In the days prior to this, I’d noticed that I would get red marks of the top of my right wrist about an inch long and 1/4-inch wide, then welts on my hand that would itch horribly, and I would suddenly feel very sleepy — as in, I needed a nap then and there. As soon as I wake up, I feel okay, and the redness and welts are gone. This has happened several times. Supposedly, it’s a sign of “upgrades”.
That day, January 8th, I was just exhausted all day; I even took a nap. I’ve learned not to fight it and just lay down when I feel the tiredness coming on. That afternoon, while I was working on the couch, is when I had the horrendous stabbing pain in my back on the left, just above the bottom two ribs. The pain was exactly what I felt when I had walking pneumonia a couple years ago. I couldn’t get a deep breath, and even shallow breathing hurt.
This came out of the damn blue. Moving, sitting, standing — it all hurt so badly I couldn’t help but cry a few times. In fact, I could feel it was a heart chakra opening — if not for me, then for my DM. When I realized that, then I had a huge emo purge and Oprah “ugly cry”. (That’s been happening a lot lately, too.)
Hurting and exhausted, I slept through the night, until 7:20 the next morning. I was shocked. I couldn’t remember the last time I didn’t wake up during the night.
The next day was more of the same — pain in my back/chest, difficulty breathing, and emo “ugly cry”. Lather, rinse, repeat. This continued for a couple days, but at least I was sleeping through the night each night.
On Friday, January, 11th, my back/chest area was much better, and by the afternoon, I felt totally fine. The pain went away suddenly. Even the red area on my back was gone. When I had walking pneumonia, I was laid up for a month, and I was miserable for another month afterward as my lungs continued to heal.
I can’t keep up with the kinds of waves that are coming in (Plasma Waves, Diamond Codes, WTF?!), but I feel every one of them.
The past couple of days, I’ve been emotional, exhausted, sleeping maybe 4 hours per night. I’ve had tests of previous lessons learned come back around to see how I react. Take last night for example, I had a moment of insecurity about my Twin Flame connection with my DM, and like lightning, that stabbing pain hit me again. Just once. Just to let me know that his heart is opening, and my heart is opening further — when I’m not forgetting my promise not to doubt my soul journey with him.
As an added upgrade or integration (or something!), as I was talking with a friend last night, suddenly the inside of my left wrist starting itching like crazy;and when I looked at it, there was a solid (not scratched) red mark 3-inches long and an inch wide at my wrist tendon. My friend could see it from several feet away. Crazy shit. This morning, it was gone.
I’ve also had some very emotional channelings in regard to my DM & our path together. Don’t worry, it’s all good. It’s just very emotional to feel so much love and to do so much deep healing of inner core wounds.
All in all, it’s been an interesting (crazy, rough) 5 days!