Copyright 2011 by Trish Causey.
I think I’m finally getting the hang of this let-the-body-do-its-thang process. It’s still a process — a yin process, no less. I have lots to learn and experience, but I am beginning to understand the ebb and flow a little better.
Giving in to my yin self is actually very difficult. I’m competitive by nature and by nurture, so letting go of some of the ingrained yang tendencies has proven to be a process in itself.
And for those who didn’t hear — I had my first deskgasm! YAY! Imagine my surprise while I’m working, minding my own business, and BAM! A spontaneous, deliciously powerful orgasm hits out of nowhere. I wasn’t even thinking anything sexual! It just hit me — a blended orgasm, complete with explosion and full body waves that I didn’t have to lift a finger to produce. Wowzers!
Also, I miss the heartgasms I was experiencing a few weeks ago. I finally had gotten used to that constant buzzing in my chest wall 24/7 for those 2 weeks — and the feeling like there was a part of me floating about a foot out in front of me — my aura? my chi? — and my heart constantly wanting to jump out of my ribcage and join whatever that energy field was in front of me. Now I miss that it’s not there except after orgasms. But I can’t wait for more!
Aroused and yinning,